Lure of the moon lore

The moon doesn’t want to stay in this horizon.

There’s a clear sky, where stars are not hidden.

Where the soul of the falcon is not a prey.
Where the clouds sit at peace.
Soon the Sun will dive to the orange sky
Aching for the depth that you can’t get.
Below the sea, where the eyes can’t see.
Until the last light fade into the deep.

Dices and Vices

He spun the dice twice or thrice. He wasn’t sure, maybe more.

On the table lay a tray, he jumbled and mumbled even gambled.

His eyes wandered to left and right, the focal point can be uptight.

The wheel of fortune like a fountain, to be exact- hills and mountains.

He stroke his beard along the song, his vision of moon like a toon.

Have you heard about the trying hard half-japanese guy? Woops there it is :)

It has been quite awhile since I wrote something for this site. Honestly, when you love to write, it makes you feel incomplete to see months of blank entries (I swear).

You know what? I am just typing everything out here, all that I can think of (so I apologize for the free writing). Sometimes being too structured sucks. Yeah,  so here it goes:

My soul: the foundation

This entity is probably one of the most important treasures I have in my life. The past few weeks, my soul has been ripped off, stepped on and thrown into the garbage. It is sad because I am unable to help my soul get rid of supposedly ‘unnecessary emotions’. Emotions, such a wonderful word but a traitor at the same time.

My main system: the hive

With all the commotion in my life, my brain has suffered probably around 40% of the total damage. This overthinking guy has worked on a pessimistic way which is so not him.

It came to a point that this guy questioned his purpose and existence, answering puzzles, connecting the dots and remembering all the details of people and scenarios. He has healed (which is the good thing about him, he moves on fast), he forgives but never forgets.

My cosmic totality: The camp

The physical body is just an earthly thing, the power of my mind and soul are still the strongest factors that keeps me alive.

Good and bad things happened, yeah, but when  you know who you are, the word permanent is shredded to pieces.

Of course, to any human beings- I needed time to heal, I wanted to be like Naruto (who heals in nano seconds when damaged physically), but with the soul and heart, it takes time.

The present: to which we need to live

My eyes are back in seeing the good things around me. The beauty of everything around me (to be exact lol). My heart valued more the true people who stayed with me through thick and thin. This cutie adventure (HAHA) made my theory stronger about myself; I don’t really change, I learn and wake-up being a better version of myself when faced with issues in life. I will always live with a purpose in life ( I have 1 major and probably 2-3 other that’s branching out from the main one). This purpose keeps me going in life (Like a legit ninja).

The learning as I was riding the black horse across the deceiving kaleidoscope: the after effect

Put up walls– strengthen your heart, but not too much it will destroy you. A heartless (from the Kingdom Heart’s villain character) is not a good person to walk this earth. I think that’s the saddest version of your humanity.

Trust no one- I couldn’t be more proud of my small crowd of quality people, I can even count them using my fingers (on one hand). Gone are the days that everyone is a chummy. Although being the person that I am, I will be very normal and (be the Dior I am; happy, positive and loving) and all that. But my downside (which I admit as my weakness is), I don’t forget. But I forgive, that’s from the heart.

Oh to add to that line, to any category in life. Following the crowd or the majority is is plain stupidity ( I think I want to write a book about this HAHA).

Emotions- Feel it, I have mentioned this in my previous blogs but it pays to share it again and again (I swear).

I’ve always believed God has created all these emotions and words for you to feel and experience. Anger, sadness, joy, disgust and fear (made a roll call of all the Disney Pixar movie!), these emotions and ‘words’ are useless if we don’t get the essence of feeling them.

At the end of the day they help you know yourself better and it is a good life to know yourself, there’s just this unexplained feeling whenever I discover something new about me (like for real). Do you also get that adrenaline like some light just shines above you from an airship? I guess it’s the best explanation I can share about discovering yourself.


Yepyep, ending my blog but definitely will be back to share my thoughts again in the future!

Wait up, I want to include this inspiring song from one of my legendary fave singers (well not that she’s old) HAHA. I think this song is so appropriate for this entry. Enjoy bae Tori 🙂


Sore made!




Heyy, can we stop and smell the flowers?

As I walk down my usual route in Greenfield District on the way home, it struck me- I wonder how many people take the time and observe what’s happening around them?

I looked up to the sky and saw the moon boasting its beauty in the night sky. I wondered how many people made an effort to stare at her grace every night. The round shaped heavenly body exuding lights in the middle of what seemed to be a never ending cave.

On my way to the bus stop, I sat down on (a low flat brick wall, really not sure HAHA) in front of a hotel and lit a cigar.

I saw few people also waiting for their buses, 1 couple on the left seemed to be arguing on something, like they can’t figure out if they’ll ride the next bus or not. The other couple on the right were talking sweetly about their day. I wonder if they even thought of staring at the sky just to admire its beauty.

At the hotel lobby was a restaurant with transparent wall glass, of course you could see the folks dining their hearts out. A group with 1 foreigner sitting seemed to be discussing something serious, like sports (since they were all boys). The other was an all-girl-squad about 30-40 years in age, their faces were lighter so (I assumed) that they were discussing about their husbands, 1 seemed to be single so she was listening hard to the conversation, probably getting tips from the tenured ones (LOL). I wonder if they ever noticed the beautiful energy bestowed by nature and heaven to earth.

I stared by the street and noticed the trees in the middle, swaying and dancing along with the light cold breeze.

I smelled the air and it gave a sign of weather change. That rain is coming, the damp cold smell of the air, the way it gives chill to my skin, it’s such a wonder how everything around us can communicate and give signs.

My eyes went to my shoes, and saw the pavement I was stepping on. He told me his age, that he was built 3 or 4 years ago. The marbles were still shiny in some parts, but mostly are covered with dirt and dust, it’s telling me that probably 90-100 people walks on him everyday. Little cracks can be seen with ants crawling in and out as they look for food (since it will rain, I hope I’m correct HAHA).

It’s a busy world, we all have our own lives and roles to fulfill everyday. Even if (some folks) may wish to stop time, it’s impossible. Buses will move and people will walk. But as we do our daily grind of being a zombie in the metro (or even in the province) it is clear that we still are somehow connected to the world- and we can’t neglect the energy around us, the beauty of HIS creation, the sunset and sunrise, the sun and moon, the clouds and the sky. The trees, the soil, the air we breathe. All these things that gives the energy and beauty of living the life we have now. All these BEAUTIFUL things are just so priceless.

We get so busy and tired with life that we forget to stop and smell the flowers.

Now I wonder if you felt the chance given to you tomorrow to appreciate the world we live in (not the technology or tall buildings whatsoever) as you end reading my write-up. Live, love..appreciate 🙂

Playing the playlist, how awezum is AWEZUM

Those of you who have been reading my blog know that this is not the first time I’m writing about music. Although, this is not to share any subliminal messages from mainstream music but more of sharing the songs in my current playlist, why do I love these songs? I don’t know, music heals the soul. Never underestimate how music controls you, well yeah, that sounded creepy.

Let’s start with my music player!


I am going crazy with my music streaming app, Deezer. To give everyone a background (I know, it’s popular and all that but here it goes)- it allows users to listen to music content from record labels including EMI, Sony, Universal Music Group, and Warner Music Group on various devices online or offline, and based on my research; Deezer tops the music content in terms of variety and the number of songs (roughly around 20 million tracks). Cool right? IT IS.

Just like any other music streaming app, Deezer offers both free and premium subscriptions, the latter helps you download and play offline + no hassle unlimited next next next. All for PHP 183.00/month. Okay, moving on to the real real real topic. My playlist!


Normally, I would download music per album, but since I follow my kinda QUOTE AND QUOTE, MINIMALIST approach in SOME things (too much disclaimer, ugh), my playlist is narrowed down to 2 stones- Silver (Indie vibes), which I try to explore new artists and songs and Gold (Interesting in my ears), more or less are mainstream pop songs but still limited to my own definition of an awezummm song.

Chadaan, as a twist from these gems (since I don’t want to be crowding this blog too much, and with so much traffic in the metro, whatt?), I’m sharing to you my 10 recent played music, I’ll die if anyone pushes me to rank and choose just 5, too difficult 😦


Soo if this screenshot is not too visible, the music are as follows:

  1. 679- Fetty Wap feat. Remy Boys, Album: 679
  2. Into You- Ariana Grande, Album: Dangerous Woman
  3. Side to Side- Ariana Grande feat. Nicki Minaj, Album: Dangerous Woman
  4. Be Alright- Ariana Grande, Album: Dangerous Woman
  5. My Favorite Part- Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande, Album: The divine feminine
  6. My Favorite Part- Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande, Album: The divine feminine
  7. My Favorite Part- Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande, Album: The divine feminine
  8. My Favorite Part- Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande, Album: The divine feminine
  9. No Money- Galantis, Single
  10. Hollow- Tori Kelly, Album: Unbreakable smile

So as post mortem report (wow, very corporate, Dior!), izz insane, shifting from R&B hiphop to acoustic pop to house. It’ll show that 40% of what I recently played (which I’ve been repeatedly playing for the last 4 days of my earthly life) has been My favorite Part by Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande- I like it because it’s chill, it doesn’t trigger my happy hormones like to party and all- I sit down (or I walk or do stuff) and just enjoy a pure song with a good message, it talks about few things that I feel comes from the heart and I love it when music touches my..figure it out! HAHA.

On the other hand, Ariana Grande has overpopulated my deezer, well she’s a personal fave (equally with Tori Kelly). Vocal talent, A-okay! There’s just something bout, something bout her.

Wrapping this up, could you imagine a world without good music, I mean yeah yeah- old music, is still the greatest in my opinion- content wise, but few rare treasures can still be picked-up in this millennial era you just need to take time to google the lyrics (you’d feel if it’s not genuine or full of subliminal shiz and all that). It’s a sapio race!



In the eyes of a Sphinx

Threatening the horizon, the blood moon talking to the star, calming it down.

The stars sending messages, painted the sky in rainbow slide where dogs go hide.

The moon so distant, picking up the dust, it is a command to float. The brink of the abyss lay on the road.

Could it be death, could it be adrenaline?

Balancing through an immeasurable chasm, is this a kill or could this be a skill?

Lost for sunset and sunrise, the thoughts of the moon floats in space and time.



The moon and its bloodline

The blood moon rose and stared at the world, its crimson shadow embracing all creation.

The cool breath of midnight ghosts escaping the abstract heat, the reality spoke only to the fiery moon.

He sat down in front of a faceless clock, their hands were sure but invisible to the eye.

Where only water meets the end, as it is with the cove of nature’s strength. The pendulum’s momentum will never end, the flow he rode till its death.

The blood moon stared with covered foes, complex identities of midnight living.

His trance was a story of spectrum thoughts, the only howl below the depths. The only stone he’ll ever find was devilish  though unpolished.

The blood moon was listening, it will not be deceived. The heavenly body will soon be at peace, explosions rose to the moon’s height but still- it will not be reached.

The invincible hands moved with precision, the signal traveled to its chosen piece. He moved on a parallel path till he met the bloody moon- it is the mystery between me and you.


The types of Social Media personalities, it’s a whole new world out there!

Internet Caricature

Internet has been a great medium to express yourself, in fact, our society refers to it as the ‘freedom wall’- where anything and everything under the sun is an understatement. Since the creation of the ‘internet’ era in 1983, where the concept of ‘network to network was defined’, it has evolved its usage to many forms. A virtual assistant, a friend, a newspaper, a lover and a business.

Along with the evolution of internet’s usage, is the society it molded. People with different characteristics and personalities are here, in this write-up you are reading, you are not alone. It’ll be fun to share few observations on the different social media personalities and answer the most important question by the end of this blog, what type am I and will I be willing to accept that?

12 Types of Social Media personalities

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1. The Invincibles

  • These are people who check their feeds a dozen of times everyday. And, they happily admit the addiction
  • According to study, about 14% of facebook users spend at least 2 hours a day in network

2. The Socially Triggered

  • These are people who access their pages once in awhile, sometimes it may take them days or weeks before posting or checking, or if some friends/family members only tells them the magic word ‘ have you seen this in fb?’

3. The- 2 faced

  • These are people who confidently says ‘social media do not control my life’, but gets hysterical when there’s no network signal or if they don’t have internet access

4. The NISB (No Internet since Birth)

  • These are people who are currently viewing Facebook, Twitter or Instagram for the first time in their lives, the homepage is such a wonderful sight, their hands start moving the mouse pointer to ‘register to log-in’

5. The Shadows

  • These are people who lives to be in the background, they watch what others are saying but rarely participate themselves
  • According to studies, about 45% of facebook users say they are only there to ‘observe’

6. The Pinkprints

  • High numbers of likes, followers, retweets are mandatory, they will die without it

7. The Megaphones

  • The meek and mild when in face to face conversations. The highly opinionated in social media platforms.

8. The Living Dead

  • These are people who create anonymous profiles for fear of giving-out personal information to strangers, or using a dummy account for personal reasons other than ‘socializing’

9. The Amnesia Boy/Girl

  • These are people who adopts a completely new self when in social media, so no one knows their real identity

10. The Einsteins

  • Asking questions, allows them to start convos (What, When, Who, Why and Where?)

11.  The Thumbs-up-elina

  • The people who constantly check notifications after a status update, they won’t stop till you respond..till they see likes
  • It is said that 1 out of 7 facebook users say it is important for others to like or comment on their status updates

12. The F1s

  • These are people who find satisfaction being the first one to share the latest information, the first to like or to comment. Being ahead of the game is their pledge of honor

In my observation, most people using social media will show a combination of these personality types, and they may even behave differently on Facebook, for example, to how they behave on Twitter.

Smartphones have made connecting to social media platforms much easier and faster, with the result that many people spend a lot more time chatting with friends virtually than they do face to face or over the phone. That can change their relationships with people and, as we are now seeing, it can also change their personalities.

So what type are you? How do you feel about it?

Comments/Likes/Suggestions are welcome!

*photo courtesy care of google images